I probably don’t have to tell you guys that I have been rather absent when it comes to blogging the past few months, you’ve seen that yourselves. It’s been a rather stressful time and I have been doing anything but well. I had lots of panic attacks in the past months and weeks, as well as a bad depressive phase. I did a lot of mindfulness practices as well as drawing, reading and such, but I just didn’t have the energy or motivation for makeup, blogging and such.  View this post on Instagram Wenn sonst nix geht und die Gedanken immerzu rasen, dann hilft mir oft nur noch malen. Meditation…

What horrible irony it is to say that we had a rather quiet and peaceful week in the eyes of the event in Las Vegas, in the eyes of yet another horrible shooting, unnecessary shedding of innocent lives. Our week started with the live coverage of the horrific events and to which I asked hubby to change the channel at first because I couldn’t watch the cell phone video footage capturing the horrible rattling of gunfire into the crowd of innocent people from an invisible place above.  Though my thoughts go out to the families and victims, I know very well that “thoughts and prayers” are not enough and some…